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Learn to Grow

by Bonsai Trees

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Laurent
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Laurent It's very wonderful to see this band's growth from project to project, the leap from minimalist to not bitter was huge and now the leap from that to Learn to Grow is also huge. Favorite track: Shotgun.
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esoteric93 A delectable blend of indie alternative with a dash of punk rock. The progression between albums makes my musical heart sing with pride and joy for this local favorite. Favorite track: We Talked.
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1.
Don't 03:33
This re-occurred in every dream The feeling that you’re gonna lie or gonna leave And you got no time You can’t crawl up from the from the abyss You’re trapped in the car accident And you can’t say bye I know I’m pushing you away I never meant to act that way I’m terrified of all the lies That I’ve been told a whole life time I’m off my rocker Haha, what a shocker when I’m tighter than my ribs hold lungs In bold, improper Maybe you could help me even better than a best friend does But I know you won’t, So don’t. You’re Welcome. Thoughts in the front I’d like to stop ‘Cause in the back I know I’m pushing you right off Over-active mind I feel your love can ebb and flow I feel your love but it’s hard for me to know And I can’t tell why I know I’m pushing you away I never meant to act that way But every love for my whole life Just leaves me for a friend of mine I’m off my rocker Haha what a shocker when I’m tighter than my ribs hold lungs In bold, improper Maybe you could hold me even better than the best friend does But I know you won’t, So don’t. You’re Welcome. And you don’t have to lie I’ve seen you drift away sometimes Darling you think I don’t know A lie’s been choked up in your throat I know you won’t, So don’t You’re welcome I know you won’t so don’t
2.
Vice Grips 03:30
You surround me With a single body You're a lead life jacket and you're trying to drown me I can see your stare it's burned in right there oh, repress please all the memories You're committed to this web you knitted You deny what happened and your mind form-fitted Most of them accept it when you lie Just apologists there on your side You enticed, I said "let me think twice" never priceless, your love is Vice Grips You surround me with how much you're talking you escape the shambles of my life you're stalking I can see you stare it's burnt in right there oh, repress please all my memories You're committed to this web you knitted you're my led life jacket and you're mine form-fitted Most of them accept another lie Just apologists there on your side You enticed, I said "let me think twice" never priceless, your love is Vice Grips I said "let me think twice" You surround me!!! credits
3.
Painfully living a falsehood, leaving a crossroads having my mind get prodded at I disconnect from my family I am an ash tray I get all the respect I need I expect all I hear is incorrect All I want to do with my time on earth is sit in a dark parking lot See what my time is worth, and make prints bigger than my palm Due with my time on earth is walk until my legs fall off I can't create a new timeline, travel through hindsight I can't go back and plant the key If I just learned about nothing That would be stunning I would feel so empty, angry that I'm living a falsehood, leaving a crossroads having my mind get prodded at I disconnect from my family I am an ash tray I get all the respect I need I expect all I hear is incorrect Hang my neck, all I hear is incorrect All I want to do with my time on earth is sit in a dark parking lot See what my time is worth, and make prints bigger than my palm Due with my time on earth is walk until my legs fall off I disconnect from my family I am an ash tray I get all the respect I need All I want to do with my time on earth is sit in a dark parking lot See what my time is worth, and make prints bigger than my palm Due with my time on earth is walk until my legs fall off
4.
We Talked 05:29
I’m so glad that we talked Even though I feel sick again I’m so much better off even though I feel tricked again I’m so happy you walked out follow your own direction We’re so much better off With our unequal feelings of affection (I’m glad that we talked You dodged a close call And we got nothing to talk about I hear what you’re offering and we got nothing to talk about) I’m so glad that we talked Cause now I’m only sick again I had uneasy thoughts About what would’ve happened I’m so glad that you walked out So I can’t ruin everything Did you get what you need? Or did we miss out on something? You were waiting in the dark playing with my heart wait for me to pick you up waiting in the dark playing with my heart wait for me to drop you off When you have to go Can you let me know? It ain’t sweeter when it don’t make sense, you know You give me hope And then you don’t It ain’t sweeter when it don’t make sense, you know So let me go And we’ll learn to grow It ain’t sweeter when it don’t make sense, you know So tighten ropes Take antidotes It ain’t sweeter when it don’t make sense, say... “I hear what you’re offering, and we got nothing to talk about” “I hear what you’re offering, and we got nothing to talk about” “I hear what you’re offering, and we got nothing to talk about” “I hear what you’re offering, and we got nothing to talk about” “I hear what you’re offering, and we got nothing to talk about” “I hear what you’re offering, and we got nothing to talk about” “I hear what you’re offering, and we got nothing to talk about” “I hear what you’re offering, and we got nothing to talk about” “I hear what you’re offering, and we got nothing to talk about” ...to talk about
5.
Shotgun 05:24
"Open the door, sir" he says I try to film the event Muscles can’t be more useless Nobody stops to protest You try to figure out the message Within the blood running down your neck You try to figure out the message We’re in the presence of a senseless death You gotta leave You can’t believe Money is the power and the greed is the disease Now it’s looking terminal They see you as an animal shaking in your human skull This was unavoidable, they all say no The moment’s too quick The moment’s too quick The moment’s too quick Shotgun click The moment’s too fast This too, this too will be the past “Close all the school doors” he says “It’s violent games and gay sex” “Can you all learn to parent?” He’s selling guns for profits And we try to figure out the message Within the blood running down your neck We try to figure out the message We’re in the presence of a senseless death You gotta leave You can’t believe Money is the power and the greed is the disease Now it’s looking terminal They see you as an animal shaking in your human skull This was unavoidable, they all say no The moment’s too quick The moment’s too quick The moment’s too quick The rifle click The moment’s too fast This too, this too will be the past "Open the school doors" he says "Nothing to see here" he says ...
6.
The Curtain 03:16
He caught your eyes, I compromised it only once But everything you said for months Showed uneven Terrorize my head with insecurity Doesn’t even bother me As much as it did Once I get used to the closure escaping me It’s almost like I’m free from my emotional needs No I’m not right but you’re wrong I don’t need you to sing along Sometimes I gotta close the curtain Over my life when I’m not certain When I try to run my lack of energy Starts to take a hold of me Wobbling both my knees No I’m not right but you’re wrong I don’t need you to sing along Sometimes I gotta close the curtain Over my life when I’m not certain No I'm not right, I'm not right You are nothing but form-fitting putty Mold into whoever you wanted to be I can only think this when I’m driving home I can’t be here to complete your emotions I cannot be your only devotion A glimmer of hope in a dark empty street No I’m not right but you’re wrong I don’t need you to sing along Sometimes I gotta close the curtain Over my life when I’m not certain
7.
Away From Me 03:05
Sat in the car as you started to cry I can't recall any reasons for why I had a phobia of blades and knives but I tried to grab it away from you I tried to grab it and save you You start to wrestle, my hand's sliced up, cut I start to fade cause I can't handle blood You stopped crying to take it all back make up excuses for why you did that sometimes I wonder what made you so sad and I scream "Would you get it away from me?!" and scream, "Would you get it away from me?!" I gasp for air as I climb up the steps talk to my mother before fading black my skull hits the sink the blood's in the clash shaking on the floor my eyes can't see past my own scream "Would you get it away from me?!" I screamed, "Would you get it away from me?!" And scream, "Would you get it away from me?!" Would you get it away from me?!
8.
Garbage 02:31
If I didn't write you back too soon I would've dropped down to the floor I would've thrown my pen right into the garbage When I see you look into the moon it sends me for a terror ride it makes my life lose 90% of purpose is all of this worthless? I feel betrayed but I can't make you leave Fall between you, I can't make you see feel alone when I don't want to be when she's away I never get to sleep I feel destroyed but I can't make you stay feel deceived but I can't make you stay feel depleted, i can't change this fear feel defeated, I can't stay right here and If i never saw your face again I could not be out in public but at least I could pull myself together And If I couldn't trust you until the end then trust must never have existed and I thought it looked a bit like a specter a bit like a specter I feel betrayed but I can't make you leave Fall between you, I can't make you see feel alone when I don't want to be when she's away I never get to sleep I feel destroyed but I can't make you stay feel deceived but I can't make you stay feel depleted, i can't change this fear I'm defeated, I can't stay right here
9.
I watch water ripple I love an artist dead and simple I watch you tracing every line I love an artist every time I watch you break the social norms I love an artist's truest form I watch you tracing every line I love an artist who can't survive If it kills you to watch, then you won't ever surface Fall in love with an artist with purpose You can't look away, so I know that you're scared Fall in love with an artist who needs some repairs I watch dry old paint fade I love an artist that gets in her own way watching you create all new spirits I love an artist who cannot hear it And you waste so much paper trying to save her, don't you? you waste so much paper trying to save her, don't you? I love a gemini I love a cancer I love an artist I love a dancer I love a pisces I love a taurus I love a singer I love an artist I watched you create and dismember I love an artist that don't surrender I cannot draw a crooked straight line I love an artist who has a spine I see you staring at your ceiling I love an artist without meaning I watch as close as I can see I watch an artist drift from me I watch as you put on your jacket I think you better not come back then I love a gemini I love a cancer I love an artist I love a dancer I love a pisces I love a taurus I love a singer I love an artist but I fall in love with everybody I see I love an artist when an artist loves me I fall in love with everybody I see I love an artist If it kills you to watch, then you won't ever surface Fall in love with an artist with purpose You can't look away, so I know that you're scared Fall in love with an artist
10.
Rose 04:08
You're so sweet when deconstructed I forgive you when you lie You're so sweet when deconstructed Wait so... why? Why won't you answer me? You complain when you're corrected capture all the passers-by I'm detached and I'll forget her and when I die, will I feel better? Why won't you answer me? Sees me with rose colored vision Let me see you out Certain my fact isn't fiction Sees me with rose colored vision Let me give you doubt Can't quote your inner monologue I can't even stand to try "You're detached and you'll forget her" and when I die will I feel better? Why won't you answer me? And you're so sweet but disconnected I can't hold you when you cry I just scream when deconstructed I'm begging why, Why won't you answer me? Sees me with rose colored vision Let me see you out Certain my fact isn't fiction Sees me with rose colored vision Let me give you doubt Met with my subtle remarks Met with my angry barks But I'm trying here Why won't you answer me? (and she just wants to know why) Why won't you answer me? (and there's nothing) Why won't you answer me? (???) Why won't you answer me?

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released May 3, 2019

James MacPherson - Vocals / Guitar / Piano
Nick Sokol - Drums / Vocals
Larry Sniscak - Bass Guitar

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Recorded by Mike Dwyer and Paul Antonell at The Clubhouse in Rhinebeck, NY

Ryan West - Mixing Engineer and Additional Production
Jon Herroon - Tour Management (2018-2019)
Chris Sullivan - Steinway Piano on We Talked

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Bonsai Trees has existed since 2011, when Vocalist, Guitarist James MacPherson was strong-armed into jamming with original drummer Nick Sokol after High School Spanish class

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