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Not Bitter

by Bonsai Trees

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1.
(I can't believe it's -not bitter-, "I never thought it could be this good again!" I can't believe it's -not bitter-, the taste you love without the cholesterol) -- I wanted to show you what I could live up to carved in your ear a line or two you didn't want to hear and now nothings the same for you I wanted to catch you willing to bet you I'm more sick now than anything I've ever whined about and I can't shift the blame to you If you're gonna think I'm off because I'm not who I was 3 years ago It's not gonna be my fault 'cause age is a poison without an antidote I'm calling you way too soon I know I'm calling you way too soon I know I'm calling my way to "nothings the same for you" I wanted to bring you to everything I've been through I cannot say anything I'm trying to convey and I can't shift the blame to you If you're gonna think I'm off because I'm not who I was 3 years ago It's not gonna be my fault 'cause age is a poison without an antidote I'm calling you way too soon I know I'm calling you way too soon I know I'm calling my way to "nothings the same for you" So obviously you're gonna think I suck because I'm not who I was 3 years ago It's not gonna be my fault cause age is a poison without an antidote I'm calling you way too soon I know I'm calling you way too soon I know I'm calling my way to- nothing's the same for you
2.
Fear you when you wake Love is heaven, fake Tune down radios Make me scared of notes If you call it my issue, call it my issue I'll grieve about it If you call it my issue unneeded, believe or doubt it believe or doubt it I don't care anymore and a habit would you walk out on me for Fear you when you sleep Take off all my sheets Take you when you cry Never say goodbye If you call it my issue, call it my issue I'll grieve about it If you call it my issue unneeded, believe or doubt it believe or doubt it I don't care anymore and a habit would you walk out on me for I'm gonna fear you when you wake this was a mistake I'll fear you when you wake If you call it my issue, call it my issue I'll grieve about it If you call it my issue I need it, believe or doubt it believe or doubt it I don't care anymore and a habit would you walk out on me for I'm gonna fear you when you wake
3.
Lift Off 03:26
Get over your sad lonely self I think we both might need mental help I can only resort to support When I didn't mean to cut you off short You were saying something about the humans and how they never ever pay attention Foxtrot, you left me here to rot One hundred ten degrees where you live your life at ease I'm not in an ugly spot It's just too hard to see you might come back for me I'm down with your lift off for life I haven't waited for a thought to rise I rush through it every damn time write a few paragraphs explaining why I was so worried about the future and what it's gonna be like if I lose her Foxtrot, you left me here to rot One hundred ten degrees where you live your life at ease I'm not in an ugly spot It's just too hard to see you might come back for me Waste my time for only a moment and I will be livid Waste my time for over a lifetime and I will forgive it
4.
You Owe Me 03:18
You're showing your true colors now and it's so sad You're dancing around like the dent in your van's bad So sorry i'm asleep You can't confront me If comfortable bliss isn't just when you fall down slowly Then you're missing this and you don't know how much you owe me You're not gonna get it now 'cause you never got it then You're not gonna get it now cause you never got it so you ran They tiptoed around you for years it's been too long and you make me feel like I'm thinking my thoughts wrong So sorry i'm asleep You can't comfort me If comfortable bliss isn't just when you fall down slowly if you're missing this then you don't know how much you owe me You're not gonna get it now 'cause you never got it then You're not gonna get it now 'cause you never got it so you ran
5.
My Debt 03:27
"can you calm down, happy I don't want to be your noose If you weren't so petty then the right track you could choose" But we aren't alone here, I can breathe between your ribs If you come back next year I would sink inside your crib If I open up... Would you laugh Would you scream would you let it all out? I don't know what you talk- what you think about. Would you laugh Would you scream would you let it all out? I don't know what you talk- what you think about. Home, who the fuck are you, and what did you do with my debt? Home, who the fuck are you, and what did you do with my debt? Home, what did you do with my debt? I don't need to be haunted by ghost of a happy life I'm content with the sadness cause I know that it's always right I don't need to be haunted by ghost of a happy life I'm content with the sadness cause I know that it's always right If I open up... If I hope enough... Would you laugh Would you scream would you let it all out? I don't know what you talk- what you think about. Would you laugh Would you scream would you let it all out? I don't know what you talk- what you think about. Home, who the fuck are you, and what did you do with my debt? Home, who the fuck are you, and what did you do with my debt? Home, what did you do with my debt? what did you do with my debt? what did you do with my dad? what did you do with my debt?
6.
Not Bitter 03:19
Oh the marrow *from my ego is what's keeping me this large And now I eat from your cold thoughts cause my doctor said I might starve How're you gonna come attack, if I don't have to fight you back? How're you gonna come attack? (When you say that I'm "not bitter" I say you're on to something) And so you know... (When you say I'm a quitter that's when you will see me running) That you will go. How're you gonna come attack, if I don't have to fight you back? How're you gonna come attack? Now the kind words *from my old bones are what's keeping me alive and the new teeth that are growing in my mouth will grow right through my eyes How're you gonna come attack, if I don't have to fight you back? How're you gonna come attack? (When you say that I'm "not bitter" I say you're on to something) And so you know... (And when I am a quitter that's when you will see me running) That you will go. (you say that I'm "not bitter" and then I'm on to something) And so you know... (You say that I'm a quitter that's when you will see me running) How're you gonna come attack, if I don't have to fight you back? How're you gonna come attack? Now the kind words from my ego is what's keeping me in charge and now I eat from your cold thoughts cause my doctor said I might starve
7.
You're not missing your secret So why is it causing mayhem? I don't bite like a serpent I don't have the teeth to scare them if there's a world agenda then we don't have time to argue there's no one to depend on, whoever you are I got you If you keep riding disdain into the ground you're gonna go down with it If you keep riding this pain into the ground you're gonna go down with it You're not missing your purpose it doesn't have time to find us and i don't think if we found it It would have time to build trust I'm sorry i'm not perfect i'm sorry i got a skewed view I can't see from this angle Where ever you are, Where are you? If you keep riding disdain into the ground you're gonna go down with it If you keep riding this pain into the ground you're gonna go down with it *flaming snowboarding down a mountain guitar solo by our good friend Marshall Biever* If you keep riding disdain into the ground you're gonna go down with it If you keep riding this pain into the ground you're gonna go down with it If you keep riding disdain into the ground you're gonna go down into the ground you're gonna go down into the ground you're gonna go down into the ground you're gonna go down with it
8.
Snake Lungs 03:11
WHEN I'M AWAKENED DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT BUT IF I FAKE IT DESTROY IT AS I MAKE IT UP WHEN I'M AWAKENED DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT BUT IF I FAKE IT DESTROY IT AS I MAKE IT UP Elephant in the room sitting at my doorstep nobody wants to let him in yet we close our eyes and mouths and hope that it will disappear Tighten the grip on the lock on the doorknob I want to fight for my life but I can't stop we close our eyes and mouths and hope that it will disappear WHEN I'M AWAKENED DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT BUT IF I FAKE IT DESTROY IT AS I MAKE IT U- U- UP CAUSE I'M AWAKE AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT BUT IF I FAKE IT DESTROY IT AS I MAKE IT UP Snake in my lungs biting at my ribcage Drop to the floor with it up in my headspace I close my eyes and ears and hope that it will disappear Elephant in the room sitting at my doorstep nobody wants to let him in yet we close our eyes and mouths and hope that it will all be clear WHEN I'M AWAKENED DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT BUT IF I FAKE IT DESTROY IT AS I MAKE IT UP WHEN I'M AWAKENED DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT BUT IF I FAKE IT DESTROY IT AS I MAKE IT UP DESTROY IT AS I MAKE IT UP If you'd be on your own side you'd be fine WHEN I'M AWAKENED DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT BUT IF I THANK YOU DESTROY IT AS I MAKE IT UP
9.
Museum 03:07
You'll be dying when you notice every day was was always numbered we're running out of each other we're running out of each other I will trust you 'til the end unless I hear it from a friend and when I catch your lover and when I catch your lover, she sang I'm a museum Steal my art... Steal my art... Steal my art... I'm a museum Steal my art... Steal my heart For the first time in so long I'm thinking this all the way through I know there's nothing new I know there's nothing you knew Splash me with the water tell me There's no way that you are changing I know there's nothing arranging But i'll still tear down the walls to check I'm a museum Steal my art... Steal my art... Steal my art... I'm a museum Steal my art... Steal my art... I would never tell you the truth and I would never be a leader if they stop me at the door well then I know I can't defeat her when my bones are all dissolving when my body's cold and softened if you need my love, my dear I'll stand up in my coffin I'm a museum Steal my art... Steal my art... Steal my art... I'm a museum Steal my art... Steal my heart
10.
never been so wrong before never thought so long before I'm on the East side bring out the ashes I've never been so wrong before -- scratch and howl in the night I'll let you scream out all your fright and when you wanna say goodnight I promise that I'll never bite and everything you wanted wasn't there and everyone you haunted wasn't scared and everyone you thought would really care We'll all be right there Well, I'll be right there I never want to let you down Oh we'll get lost and never found but I can be your coffin now someone to wrap your arms around and everything you wanted wasn't there and everyone you haunted wasn't scared and everyone you thought would really care We'll all be right there Well, I'll be right there
11.
I know that you mean well and good but while you're trimming hedges you could cut down the woods conclusions jumped on matters you never understood so you don't need a valid reason to leave I know that you think that you should but maybe if you didn't that would be more preferred And I don't really know because I wasn't concerned And you don't need a valid reason from me You seem pretty calm, cool, and collected all of these things they seem to be connected Even I have a breaking point for some joy first thing's first, you need to apologize Even I have a breaking point for some joy first thing's first, you need to apologize Sorry the last part of it stung But I don't know what love is 'cause I'm one year too young and now it's clear I've no idea how to judge someone So you don't need a valid reason to me--uhgghha oh god fuck I know that you mean well and good but while you're trimming hedges you could cut down the woods conclusions jumped on matters you never understood and you don't need a valid reason to leave You seem pretty cold, alone, isolated all of these things they seem to be related You seem pretty calm, cool, and collected all of these things they seem to be connected Even I have a breaking point for some joy first thing's first, you need to apologize Even I have a breaking point for some joy first thing's first, you need to apologize (usually I wouldn't be on her side but this time she was definitely right) 'cause I'm a breaking point for your joy first thing's first you need to apologize Even I have a breaking point for some joy first thing's first, you need to apologize (get over your sad lonely self, I think we both might need mental help) breaking point for some joy first thing's first, you need to apologize (get over your sad lonely self, I think we both might need mental help) I would never want to be on her side But this time she was so right I know that you think that you should but stop it

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2nd full length record by Bonsai Trees

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released October 20, 2017

James MacPherson - Guitars, Vocals, Bass
Nick Sokol - Drums

Produced by Bonsai Trees (James MacPherson/Nick Sokol) and Shubham Mondal
Recorded, Mixed by Shubham Mondal
Drums Recorded in Studio B at University of New Haven by Lawrence Sniscak
Mastered by Pierce Johnston at Rogue Planet in Peekskill, NY.

Songs Written by James MacPherson
Arranged by Bonsai Trees (James MacPhereson/Nick Sokol)

Guitar Solo on "Into The Ground" - Marshall Biever
Background Vocal on "Everything You Wanted" - Abigail Williams

Album Cover by Robert Peters

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Bonsai Trees Hartford, Connecticut

Bonsai Trees has existed since 2011, when Vocalist, Guitarist James MacPherson was strong-armed into jamming with original drummer Nick Sokol after High School Spanish class

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